I wish I lived by chance.

I could have taken the chance
to meet anyone that I thought I had
ever believed to be what I wanted
had ever seen as taking my hand

but I didnt take that
and that was that

the plan became nothing more
than a singled minded thought
I pretended to have forgotten
no one could say I lived by chance.

I need to stop thinking.

I'm a liar i can tell
i know my heart i know
everything to which I fell
don't tell me its not true
(I know you
don't know you)
its who Ive become
a liar in a shell of no. one.
you tell me who I am
but I don't believe anything
that you speak.
I know a liar when I see it
and i see it
when i look in the mirror
that's just who Ive become
a no one
a no one
an everything that you could ever want.
its true.
from me to you
your a liar, and I am too.
we are a friendship
based on nothing
based on nothing
solid
nothing true
nothing real
as me or you
nothing we should
believe
believe me
I'm a bonafide
liar
so you'll always know
that you'll never know
take a chance
I don't dare you, I don't do that
I fear my heart, I fear my wounds

I fear who i am, when I'm with you.
you break me apart so far
I don't know who I am anymore
its so
breaking so heartfelt
to not
feel with your heart.
it tears me apart.
I could have sworn to you
I knew who I was
but I lost that,
thanks to my lying heart that
I've fed I've let
become what I am
and now Ive to get back.
if I cant. ill know.
because its all I can do right now.. I don't even know what I can say
when its not My words coming out.
this isn't me.
i believe it.
do you believe me?
oh please don't.
I'm not too believable.
anymore.

May the world stop to listen;

critiqued hatred be my mission.

I could speak the road ahead

and lead me past my vision

I could lie a river flowing

and dear fountain ever growing,

be my air I drink

my water I breathe

be my light I speak

my words I see

Shower me with words,

shower me with love

rain on my parade

a rain of air enough

to breathe a final breath

to walk away stone set

to dive into the rainbow

and drown in the sunset

of your reflection

my dearest fountain

of your shimmering glow

of my shimmering end.

liar

Welcome home my friend,
welcome to the end
i always said I was a liar
but I never said I've lied


I was going to play your heartstrings like an instrument
but honestly,
i must confess
your heart seemed so broken
beyond all repair that I
doubt it can
ever be fixed


liar! liar! dont say alone again
never say/never/
never say alone again
never say never/
never say alone again
(alone)
never say alone again!
(alone)
never say alone again


I was going to play
your heartstrings like an instrument
but honestly,
i must confess
your heart seemed so broken
beyond all repair
that I doubt it can ever be fixed




your heart doesnt matter to me
your heart doesnt matter to me
(you liar) I know!
your heart doesnt matter to me
your heart doesnt matter to me
(you liar) I know

residing at the top of your chain
now your crying as your finding fame
goes away with the rain
now your dying and your trying to stay
top of your game you had better walk away
before your washed down the drain
you better give it on up

better do what we say
(better give it on up)

youve played the game for days
for years upon the times
but we know your growing aged
no one outlasts their time

dont whittle away,
keep your dignity.
walk with head high,
and dont tread lightly.

youve played the game for days,
for years upon the times
but you know your growing aged
you wont outlast your time

residing at the top of your chain
now your crying as your finding fame
goes away with the rain
now your dying and your trying to stay
top of your game you had better walk away
before your washed down the drain
better give it on up

better do what we say
(better give it on up)

we may be dead by thursday
but we'll always breathe.
we may be dead by thursday,
we are the angels wings.

we may be dead by thursday,
but we'll always see.
we may be dead by thursday,
we are the angels tears.

what ever happened to heroes?
to morals?
to truth?
what happened to you?

we must rise,
angels bringing light.
we must be the heroes,
be the truth,
it must start with you.

we are the angels tears,
the fears of the fallen.
we are the angels wings,
bringing the king of all.

I can Take you Down
I can break your mind
If you want to die
I can be your cancer
If you want to know
I can be your answer

You'll break your heart
and then you'll break your eyes
I can break you down
cuz I can break your life
hell, I could be your life
if you want me to
I could be your ruler
I could be you, too

And I am so alive
and I could be your lie
I could be your heart
I coud be your mind
Im the devil
and Im in charge
I know you because
I am your heart.

So give yourself
on up to me
I could be your body
Hell, I could be your bleeding
soul for you
I could be your truth
you know Im not a liar
when it comes to you
you dirty whore.
you liar.

you want proof?
baby I got it.
walking down your hall
last night, I heard you
call him on the phone
tell him you need him
when he arrived
you said he was your first
the next day
you told your friends
he was the worst
youd ever had

they smiled and laughed
but inside they knew
he wasnt your worst
cuz those whores had had him too.

remember,
im the devil
and Im in charge
and I know you
because I am your heart

So give yourself
on up to me
I could be your body
hell I could be your bleeding
soul for you
I could be your truth
you know Im not a liar
when it comes to you.

so dont you see
that you need me?
let me be your heart,
let me be you, baby.