I need to stop thinking.

I'm a liar i can tell
i know my heart i know
everything to which I fell
don't tell me its not true
(I know you
don't know you)
its who Ive become
a liar in a shell of no. one.
you tell me who I am
but I don't believe anything
that you speak.
I know a liar when I see it
and i see it
when i look in the mirror
that's just who Ive become
a no one
a no one
an everything that you could ever want.
its true.
from me to you
your a liar, and I am too.
we are a friendship
based on nothing
based on nothing
solid
nothing true
nothing real
as me or you
nothing we should
believe
believe me
I'm a bonafide
liar
so you'll always know
that you'll never know
take a chance
I don't dare you, I don't do that
I fear my heart, I fear my wounds

I fear who i am, when I'm with you.
you break me apart so far
I don't know who I am anymore
its so
breaking so heartfelt
to not
feel with your heart.
it tears me apart.
I could have sworn to you
I knew who I was
but I lost that,
thanks to my lying heart that
I've fed I've let
become what I am
and now Ive to get back.
if I cant. ill know.
because its all I can do right now.. I don't even know what I can say
when its not My words coming out.
this isn't me.
i believe it.
do you believe me?
oh please don't.
I'm not too believable.
anymore.