I need to stop thinking.

I'm a liar i can tell
i know my heart i know
everything to which I fell
don't tell me its not true
(I know you
don't know you)
its who Ive become
a liar in a shell of no. one.
you tell me who I am
but I don't believe anything
that you speak.
I know a liar when I see it
and i see it
when i look in the mirror
that's just who Ive become
a no one
a no one
an everything that you could ever want.
its true.
from me to you
your a liar, and I am too.
we are a friendship
based on nothing
based on nothing
solid
nothing true
nothing real
as me or you
nothing we should
believe
believe me
I'm a bonafide
liar
so you'll always know
that you'll never know
take a chance
I don't dare you, I don't do that
I fear my heart, I fear my wounds

I fear who i am, when I'm with you.
you break me apart so far
I don't know who I am anymore
its so
breaking so heartfelt
to not
feel with your heart.
it tears me apart.
I could have sworn to you
I knew who I was
but I lost that,
thanks to my lying heart that
I've fed I've let
become what I am
and now Ive to get back.
if I cant. ill know.
because its all I can do right now.. I don't even know what I can say
when its not My words coming out.
this isn't me.
i believe it.
do you believe me?
oh please don't.
I'm not too believable.
anymore.

May the world stop to listen;

critiqued hatred be my mission.

I could speak the road ahead

and lead me past my vision

I could lie a river flowing

and dear fountain ever growing,

be my air I drink

my water I breathe

be my light I speak

my words I see

Shower me with words,

shower me with love

rain on my parade

a rain of air enough

to breathe a final breath

to walk away stone set

to dive into the rainbow

and drown in the sunset

of your reflection

my dearest fountain

of your shimmering glow

of my shimmering end.